Best of Friends?

What happened to us? We used to be the best of friends and now I don't even think that we are friends anymore. The last time we were really friends is a week before I left for fall semester. You drove Audrey and I to Christies birthday party. I got jokingly mad at you cause you made me listen to Christmas music but it was still so much fun.You got mad at us cause we almost made you late for work. Is that why you won't talk to me anymore? I first met you my sophomore year during Much Ado About Nothing, you were a friend of Jake's and I thought you were really nice. We hung out and talked so much through that play and through so much other stuff we did together with friends. But now it's like we barely knew each other.Last time, I saw you, you only said hi and bye to me. Yeah I was staying away from you because I felt awkward about the text I sent and also I was just mad.On int in our friendship you told me if I ever needed anything from you, you would be there for me.Now you haven't responded to one of my texts since September. Even when I texted you the other day to tell you congrats about your job you didn't even acknowledge that text. I realize you have basically a whole new life now with your girlfriend,work,and school going on but why does that mean our friendship has to end? I miss you. I miss the way you would make all  of us laugh when you would hang out with our little family of friends we had. According to them, you don't even text them back anymore. What's going on with you? I miss you. As mad as I say I am about you ignoring my texts its really the fact that I just miss you. Come back big brother. I need you, we all need you. If you read the text I sent you that was me just needing to get my anger out and for you to understand. I wanted you to respond so we could talk it out, but I guess not.I want it to go back to normal, I don't want to feel awkward around you everytime I see you know.